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Re: text;

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lucky

Re: text;

[wingsit]

why? carol is lovely

Re: text;

[badbreak]

u take her then
i dont want her

Re: text;

[wingsit]

tough shes yours
please be good to her

Re: text;

[badbreak]

no she aint
n i dont owe her shit
all she does is fuck shit up 4 me

Re: text;

[wingsit]

you dont have to owe her to be nice to her
i bet its not on purpose
and i bet its not that bad

Re: text;

[badbreak]

she punched out the only
info broker worth a damn here
shes always in my shit
trying 2 act like im her family
i dont want her fucking pity
n i dont need her fucking help

Re: text;

[wingsit]

thats a waste

Re: text;

[badbreak]

i dont care
go be her family if u want

Re: text;

[wingsit]

thats not the point

you dont get out on your own
people dont get out on their own

Re: text;

[badbreak]

u think i dont know ?
shes useless 4 that
she dont snoop she dont think she dont kill
if i need something punched a little
n put into fake jail ?
maybe ill call her

Re: text;

[wingsit]

if you ask her
shell help you
if she cant she cant but dont treat her like


she is a good person
you dont waste good people

Re: text;

[badbreak]

[and on the other end of the line, Badou frowns]

i dont need 2 do anything
w/ the ppl here
if theyre good or bad
i just need 2 leave

Re: text;

[wingsit]

i know
but youre here now
and for a while that isnt going away


you work so youre not spending all your time finding a way back
so spend some of it exploring?
people i mean
people are worth more than what they know
it might actually be helpful

Re: text;

[badbreak]

working is finding a way back
i got shit going on

Re: text;

[badbreak]

[but he won't say more about that, instead answering the rest of her text with]

why r u telling me
shit like this
what do u care about what i do

Re: text;

[wingsit]

somebody has to
returning the favour

Re: text;

[badbreak]

u dont owe me shit either

Re: text;

[wingsit]

i know
its not about that
i can tell you why i care but

[ i'm not sure it'll change why you think i probably shouldn't / i don't think it'll explain anything for you / you might just end up more confused / you have to promise not to run away from me

there's too many ways to, so she doesn't finish the sentence ]

Re: text;

[wingsit]

i am your friend

Re: text;

[wingsit]

i want to be your friend

Re: text;

[badbreak]

[it's -- he's not sure what it is that twists uncertainly his gut]

[he's never been told that before]

why

Re: text;

[badbreak]

im not a good person
its fine 2 waste me

Re: text;

[wingsit]

[ she almost goes for something sedate, a simple why not—

opts instead for a list.

nobody ever said it would be easy. ]

because youre not a good person
because youre not a bad person
because you think that wasting you wouldnt be a waste
because wasting you would be a waste
because i enjoy your company
because im scared
because i trust you
because its better to be alone together than on your own
because ive had things that you havent
and i want you to try them too

because you dont care about you
and i do
and im harmless

Re: text;

[badbreak]

[he wants to give weight to some of the statements more than others; because i'm scared and because its better to be alone together in particular. but in flat text like that (no voice to emphasize, to overstate or undercut), knowing the kind of girl Nill somehow has the courage to be, it's impossible; they all read the exact fucking same]

[it should be easier than this, for two kids from the same dark ground (but of course, no one ever said...)]

did u ever hear
of a infobroker named nails