this aint a good life its better than where they were but its just a way nicer cage nothings guaranteed here just like back there learning how 2 take care of urself is still fucking important
u dont know whos gonna go next maybe ppl will keep helping every time some1 leaves but that doesnt feel good either depending n losing itll fuck them up
theres no way of saying "you need to be able to live without me" that doesnt say "because i might be gone" they wont be able to cope with that he wont be able to cope with them having to cope with it
aint it more important 2 know that theyre safe n can fucntion w/o him n 2 have a plan even if it goes 2 shit id make u cry 10x over if knowing what made u cry would keep u safe
telling them he might not be here forever will shut them down not make them safe or help them to function we can teach them things without putting that strain on them all
if you dont want to lie just dont talk to them at all youre not responsible for them its not our right to decide what is and isnt good for them based on how we feel
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but ill keep them safe
grown or children ill still never be him
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i dont get either of u
who would pick being dumb
over being ready
depending on some1 else
is shitty
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that doesnt mean everyone has to
i hope they get to stay here
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its better than where they were
but its just a way nicer cage
nothings guaranteed here
just like back there
learning how 2 take care of urself
is still fucking important
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im not saying they shouldnt know anything
im just saying
they shouldnt be like us
always prepared for the worst
and never hoping for the best
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she has nightmares constantly
hes a nervous fucking wreck
heine never sleeps
its 2 late 4 that shit
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go next
maybe ppl will keep helping
every time some1 leaves
but that doesnt feel good
either
depending n losing
itll fuck them up
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let them know
i dont know
how to teach that
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i been trying w/ giovanni
but hes 2 scared 2 even think
about it
losing his brother
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im just some kid
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"you need to be able to live without me"
that doesnt say
"because i might be gone"
they wont be able
to cope with that
he wont be able to cope with
them having to cope with it
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its his job 2 cope w/ it
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why should he have to cope with
them upset
when nothing will come from it
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2 know that theyre safe n can fucntion
w/o him n 2 have a plan even if it goes 2 shit
id make u cry 10x over
if knowing what made u cry would keep u safe
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will shut them down
not make them safe
or help them to function
we can teach them things
without putting that strain on them all
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ppl dont like hearing the truth
they should know
it drives me nuts
that they dont get it
that we have 2 lie about it
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just dont talk to them at all
youre not responsible for them
its not our right
to decide what is
and isnt good for them
based on how we feel
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and u know it
its just that every1 else
can decide
unless it involves telling them
what the truth is
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their truth is horrid
sometimes truth is no good
its their decision
what they do and dont know
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they got any choice in anything
its heines decision
n hes making a bad 1
i dont care what any1 says
id rather know bad things
than not be ready
when it comes
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i dont know why were having
this conversation
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u do
n ur better at this
even if he dont listen
2 u either yet
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until he does
if ever
he doesnt trust anyone
me the least
youd do better
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we just end up fighting
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thats good
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