badbreak | inbox ♈ hollyheights

same question

we might not meet each other again
when were back
and then i would miss you

worick?

[ worse than his head ]

dont worry ill find u is that a question

not a game question
but yes

i told u

[he hadn't told her his name, maybe -- only in different contexts]

hes the 1 who fucks w/ me n makes me crazy

oh
why?

b/c i told him something i shouldnt have its my fault

[ ah. so worick was the mistake

pieces slip together, connect tightly

suddenly, out of nowhere, it makes her angry ]

let me help

how aint like u can make some1 unknow something thats y its so important 2 shut the fuck up all the time

im going to talk to him

[fuck.]

no he cant know about u or heine or any of those kids

badou you talk to me constantly
over the network
im not a secret

he dont know what u are hell find out

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heine

[ it's a half-truth

quarter-truth maybe

more like the cause

she ticks off one of her lies ]

how tired are you

i thought u wanted him 2 know u did he threaten u what did he do really fucking tired

i do
but he doesnt yet
and thats terrifying
and he has questions i cant answer
no
no its ok im not scared of him
physically

[ she should be but she isn't, even after the bruises. what did he do: ]

is that a question

no but tell me hes been fucked up over u n asking me shit u wouldnt lie is it true ? what hes been saying about getting up 2 the city

he left the bruises
yes
he made it
he doesnt know how
he doesnt remember
all he knows is he fell from the tower
up above

[he what]

y didnt u tell me thats fucked up

sorry

shut up dont not tell me stuff like that i know hes fucked up but fuck that fuck him thats some scum monster shit

[ oh ]

if i was worried about it
i would have told you
but i wasnt
and im not
he needed to do it
so i let him

[it reminds him of Sakamoto, taking a beating from him in the street]

[it seems different; Sakamoto's mass of scars and strong muscles. he wasn't frail, wasn't small and easily broken. with Heine -- it would have been better if he'd just torn himself apart]

[she knows exactly how small and frail and breakable she is and she doesn't care (but he does, and he's never cared for someone this fragile and open before)]

if u let him do it again im gonna try 2 kill him so dont b/c im pretty sure hed kill me 1st

[ it's huge. it's mammoth, what she's being told. it's also uncomfortable— she's had someone die for her once already, and even though he woke up, it didn't feel good ]

i wont
because he wont need to again
in the same way
it isnt fair to tell me that