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slushfund: dead lungs command it (ɢᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴍʏ sᴜɪᴛᴄᴀsᴇ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʏᴀ?)

[personal profile] slushfund 2013-10-05 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
You should talk to Kongou Agon; tell him that.
slushfund: dead lungs command it (ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪɴɢ)

[personal profile] slushfund 2013-10-05 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
So you already had the privilege!
What'd you think?
slushfund: dead lungs command it (ᴘʀᴇᴄɪsɪᴏɴ ᴏғ ᴀɴ ɪɴғɪɴɪᴛᴇ ᴅᴇᴄɪᴍᴀʟ)

[personal profile] slushfund 2013-10-05 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
Hoh.
Is that right.
slushfund: dead lungs command it (ɪ'ᴍ ʙᴜʟʟᴇᴛᴘʀᴏᴏғ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏsᴇ)

[personal profile] slushfund 2013-10-05 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
Don't care what happens to you?
slushfund: dead lungs command it (ᴘᴜᴛ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴀʀ ᴘᴀɪɴᴛ)

[personal profile] slushfund 2013-10-05 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
You think that all of the bad shit that happens to you here has no consequence?
What is it you want to bring back from this, when you're released and you can crawl back to your sewer?
I'll be surprised if you even remember what you set out to fucking gain.
slushfund: dead lungs command it (ᴛʜᴇᴍ ɢʀᴇʏ ᴇʏᴇs ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ sᴜʙᴡᴀʏ)

[personal profile] slushfund 2013-10-05 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
No, but you keep splintering at this pace and you'll be irreparable by the time you leave.
Don't tell me you haven't been experiencing traumas, Badou.
I'm not talking about physical injury.
slushfund: dead lungs command it (ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ)

[personal profile] slushfund 2013-10-06 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
No?
What happened to your eye, Badou.
slushfund: dead lungs command it (ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴄʟᴏsᴇ ᴍʏ ᴇʏᴇs ᴀʟʟ ɴɪɢʜᴛ)

[personal profile] slushfund 2013-10-06 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I got shot in the chest last year.
If I'd known then what I do now, I'd have saved myself a lot of time and useless ache.
Do you understand?

Take good fucking care of the body that's going to be carrying out your goals.
Because if you don't, you will have absolutely nothing left.
And there will be no one coming to save you.
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[personal profile] slushfund 2013-10-06 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[his fingers find it through his shirt.

mottled skin; phantom burn.

when he remembers it's there, when his fingers take to shaking, hiruma catches himself jerking back from words bitten and embittered; dozing, and startled awake. it's difficult, sometimes, to hold onto an infallibility that's never belonged to him.

he's painfully human, painfully average.

there's no excuse in the world for treating people the way he does, treating badou like dirt to make some fucked up ends meet. it's only frightening when he has to remind himself he cares.
]

Bit bigger than a quarter.
Tiny, huh.
slushfund: dead lungs command it (ɪ ᴀᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʜᴏsᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ)

[personal profile] slushfund 2013-10-06 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Your average pistol, probably .40 S&W, but I never saw the bullet.
It would've been neat; point blank though, the skin around it just kind of tore in.


[clinical, like a report on someone else.]
slushfund: dead lungs command it (ɪ ʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏsᴛ)

[personal profile] slushfund 2013-10-06 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Knowledge is power.
slushfund: dead lungs command it (ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ)

[personal profile] slushfund 2013-10-18 02:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe when you start out.
It's all speed bumps, potholes and uneven road; flat tires and a shitty paint job.
You get better at it.
Then you start making your own luck.

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