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[badfall]

( he wants to ask about who went missing--how old were they, were they kids, were they all around the same age, did they come back not remembering anything. heine wants specifics, wants everything--but he doesn't want to waste his last answer. it doesn't matter anymore.

lily dies all the same. )

nill
did she say anything about knowing you later
when youre older

[badbreak]

what
no
we just met

[badfall]

you have one left

[badbreak]

r u gonna try 2 get back
or at least outta here

[badfall]

i dont care
anymore
here or there
its all the same

[badbreak]

[fuck.]

it aint
u could go 2 the city
its shitty but at least ud be free
n not some sickos pet 4 once

[badfall]

i told you
im just a dog
it wont change
no matter where i am
if i go back theres nothing to look forward to
if i stay here theres nothing for me
so it doesnt matter

[badbreak]

[fuck, no, what the hell happened to this kid -- he was all purpose and determination the other day, what is this shit]

u could kill her
aint that something 2 look forward 2
shes still fucking w/ them
the kids n ppl in the city

[like me, like my family]

[badfall]

i cant kill her

[badbreak]

y not

[badfall]

youre out of questions
do you want to trade for another

[badbreak]

[he's not even counting. it's unlike him; he can't focus properly]

fine

[badfall]

she can control the collar
or something
shes done it before
if i try shell know
shell know and i might
make a mistake

what do you know about nill

[badbreak]

make a mistake
like kill urself instead ?

i aint talking about her

[badfall]

when i started this i said
no boundaries
didnt i

[badbreak]

i dont care what u said
i aint talking about her

[badfall]

why not

[badbreak]

i just aint
i dont trust u

[badfall]

she said she knows me when im older
when im not below
says i saved her

[badbreak]

[it's hard to understand; he's not sure he wants to ask her about it]

i dont care
all ur brains r fucked up
from being down there

[badfall]

who fell
into the below

[badbreak]

[he can'twon't, he can't be told he couldn't last down there, he can't hear slaughterhouse again, his hope is dragging on the ground with all broken legs and he just can't]

no
not talking about that
either

[badfall]

you knew nill was from the same place
didnt you
how
how did you know if you
only just met each other

[badbreak]

dont be dumb
its easy 2 figure out
whos from the underground
n whos from the surface

[badfall]

how