well i hate a lot of things i hate that i cant talk to the people i love or tell them its ok or complain about the cold or sing and that's stupid and i dont mind it but i do hate it because its not my fault i hate that whenever i wasnt property i was running i hate that somebody told me i was nothing and i listened i hate it took me 14 years to find a place to be i hate that its gone now i hate that i hate it when people try to hold me
but i stubbornly love me
and you stubbornly refuse to like you or give yourself a chance youre not even your top priority i dont really understand
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i hate a lot of things
i hate that i cant talk to the people i love
or tell them its ok
or complain about the cold
or sing
and that's stupid and i dont mind it but i do hate it
because its not my fault
i hate that whenever i wasnt property
i was running
i hate that somebody told me i was nothing
and i listened
i hate it took me 14 years to find a place to be
i hate that its gone now
i hate that i hate it when people try to hold me
but i stubbornly love me
and you stubbornly refuse to like you
or give yourself a chance
youre not even your top priority
i dont really understand
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in the Below
thats my top priority
it aint about me
i was never the good 1
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it isn't fair that she knows what she knows
it isn't fair that he doesn't ]
who
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[but it's the only thing that matters, to him]
ill find him
n ill burn the rest of them
those fuckers who took ur voice
n put him down there
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[ she usually hates apologies (when it comes to the Big Things)
they mean nothing, and not saying them is one of the key times shes actively glad she can't speak
except this time, it really means everything ]
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theyll be
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she doesn't know how
she wouldn't be grateful if he fucked himself further for her sake - or for the sake of anyone else (thank you is out of the question)
it's not her place to tell him what he should or shouldn't do (please dont falls off the table)
she can't tell him that she knows they never will, at least not at the hands of Badou Nails (you dont burn a thing is crushed heavily underfoot)
she doesn't know how
so she doesn't ]
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