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Re: text

[whizbangs]

He's dangerous
Badou please dont listen to him
Please

[she's known men who talk like that one, who slaughter and swallow and spread their infection to every world they can reach. he can't have badou. she can't lose him to this.]

Please

Re: text

[badbreak]

im not stupid
i know hes fucked up

Re: text

[whizbangs]

[her head hurts, an echo of another thing she's powerless against.]

No, you're not stupid, you're smart
And he's wrong

Re: text

[badbreak]

[distantly, he thinks he should be having a panic attack, he should be wanting to cry or yell or punch]

[but he's just... not]

[being young is the most stressful experience Badou has ever had, and he's too exhausted to be worked up right now]

then what r u scared of

Re: text

[whizbangs]

[she doesn't lie to him. that's her policy, her self-imposed promise. the answer is everything, but it's also--]

Losing someone else

Re: text

[badbreak]

i aint yours
or whoever it was u lost
im just me

Re: text

[whizbangs]

I know
That doesn't mean you can't be important to me

Re: text

[badbreak]

[he thinks of Nill, suddenly; i want to be your friend]

[it's strange, that people should suddenly want to have him around, care about what he does, who he talks to]

[he doesn't know what to do with them, doesn't have room for them (his heart seats, exactly, one)]

ur not important 2 me
sorry

Re: text

[whizbangs]

[and it breaks her, just a little more. there are cracks everywhere now.]

I know
It's ok.

Re: text

[badbreak]

ok
im going 4 a walk
ill be back later

[he's not feeling guilty, but he is feeling responsible (Badou is always feeling responsible)]

Re: text

[whizbangs]

[be careful. be safe.

wait. come back. talk to me.]

All right