[it's a hand held out to him, a call across the void, and he's not sure what changed, or why; Hiruma's actions are more difficult to guess at than the exact number of black eyes he's had throughout his lifetime]
[he wants it, has wanted it -- to have Hiruma as a connection for practical reasons, to have Hiruma to -- look up to, model himself after, associate himself with and grow]
[but there are still too many walls erected in Badou's life to see a path around any single goddamn one of them (it would explain how he keeps breaking his face on them, instead)]
this is badou badou nails ? we met b4 right
[he's not a charming, he's not persuasive, he's not someone who makes others feel comfortable; he's not lucrative, he's not his brother]
[(Hiruma may be extending a hand; will it matter, if Badou still doesn't know how to take it?)]
like ur charming ? ppl just buy in2 ur dumb scary cool guy routine b/c theyre morons
[he wants to say, did being charming stop that bullet to the chest?, but even he isn't tactless enough to let it jump from his mind to his fingertips (thank god for text)]
no subject
[he wants it, has wanted it -- to have Hiruma as a connection for practical reasons, to have Hiruma to -- look up to, model himself after, associate himself with and grow]
[but there are still too many walls erected in Badou's life to see a path around any single goddamn one of them (it would explain how he keeps breaking his face on them, instead)]
this is badou
badou nails ?
we met b4 right
[he's not a charming, he's not persuasive, he's not someone who makes others feel comfortable; he's not lucrative, he's not his brother]
[(Hiruma may be extending a hand; will it matter, if Badou still doesn't know how to take it?)]
like ur charming ?
ppl just buy in2 ur dumb
scary cool guy routine
b/c theyre morons
[he wants to say, did being charming stop that bullet to the chest?, but even he isn't tactless enough to let it jump from his mind to his fingertips (thank god for text)]