[he knows that being like this to her, to someone who cares for him so obviously, is fucked up. he's different from those kids from the below, who are too socially retarded to know better]
[Badou, contrary to popular opinion, is not socially retarded; it's just that he's seen society, every disgusting part of it, and he's grown to hate it, hate everything it's ever done. he may understand society's rules, but he's never, ever going to adhere to them, not if he doesn't damn well have a good reason to]
[(becoming a journalist in the city really fucked somebody up; being raised a journalist, when you had a mind naturally like a rat trap, was light years worse)]
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[he knows that being like this to her, to someone who cares for him so obviously, is fucked up. he's different from those kids from the below, who are too socially retarded to know better]
[Badou, contrary to popular opinion, is not socially retarded; it's just that he's seen society, every disgusting part of it, and he's grown to hate it, hate everything it's ever done. he may understand society's rules, but he's never, ever going to adhere to them, not if he doesn't damn well have a good reason to]
[(becoming a journalist in the city really fucked somebody up; being raised a journalist, when you had a mind naturally like a rat trap, was light years worse)]
Heine, then.